flying high

well again , the reason y i am blogging now is because of moments......

to start with , let me the justin thanksgiving was good because i made an appearance at a place where only canadians were presetn and getting used to a place like that for an indian is not an easy job.............whewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
but it was good because i was inspired again by a guy playing the guitar so superbly
anyways , the 2nd reason is that i had a good time in the evening , smoked a joint with mara , was shocked when she actually asked me what i was doing at 5.
obviously i would say nothing really great and so had a good time smoking up and flying high with her , she used a lot of terms which i did not understand but who cares , the point was to carry on which i had learnt over a period of months.
she was so different and that was good , she had not much of stress today at her work
and she left saying she enjoyed the day with a person like me , thats good cos i know i am little boring person............
and then i have to mention this other lady whom i dont need to mention............:)is that an oxymoron ???7Anyways , manju and madhu will be preparing for the concert for the world event thing for some type of cancer..........
great , really good to know ...............manju has been growing up with respect to hunger for music.
i am actually feeling good though i am not in india.

Moments........

There's a famous saying that says...."In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away "
Well , over the past 1 week , there has been moments that took my breath away.....
The first one has to be the girl whom I asked for a date.She looked like a lady from Italy who knows litte english.And I use litte because when I said she was awesome , there was some sort of confusion on her face.However , there was this amazing smile which blew me away by 500metres.
So we had some icecream , ((We referring to my collegemates , who are guys :())and I started playing guitar for some time.Then I went back in and asked the girl for a date.Wow , the same smile saying , " Thank you , but I have a boyfriend , Thankx " just blew me away but this time away from the place.
Well anyways theres nothing to speak about this and thats the reason I am blogging.
Atleast it made my day a little better.
The second has to be AMARA whom I have been thinking about too much for no reason , After all the only conversation that I have is when she does the cashing at the Stores.
Anyways , the first time , I saw her , I could see her struggling to get the bike chain unlocked.My subconscious mind did tell me to go and check out what the issue was.And in about 15 seconds , she unlocked the chain.
Well , right now , as I am typing this , I see that this is not actually one of the moments , however , It made me smile cos she has this contagious smile.
And the second time , I see her , She does not remember me.How common is this happening for me , God , I need to focus on how to maintain relationships of whatever kind it can be.
Then I had to make her remember and that was bad , though , at that time , I felt good.
I guess I have to go now , Unofficially , I have to start working on this abstract which is to be submitted on the last date of this month.
Hope I keep blogging.....:)

August 2nd 2010

Well , it was just another day , to put it in a high low point , the high point was that I made about 11 dosas.I had to mix about 250 gm of rice flour with 1/4th cup of urad flour and then i had to make a batter out of it. Then in the morning , I practised little guitar , like a song from john denver - leaving on a jetplane which had chords g , c and d.
Then practised the g and the e major scale which had the g , c , d chord and e , a and b7 chord respectively
then practise the open g and d chords.
Well , I never thought I would be able to play the guitar and now after nearly 2 weeks of buying guitar , I think I have moved forward.
The low point would be definitely the rejection you know what i mean . Like the point that I am still single has started to trouble me so much , well theres this girl whom had similar interest in music and movies that i thought will be a easy woman to live with , I guess the idea for her was not good.

today the 2nd of august , hmmmmmmmmm nothing much

i want to be bad but how...........how is it some ppl are bad so easily .....good ppl are fit for nothing , guess thats y i am in canada sucking alone when my entire life and family and friends are there....
i have become numb seeing ppl and myself , i hve been in a cocoon for such a long time that i dont realise how ppl are ,
i have started to observe more , speak less ...........so bored.......dont know wheres my life going
i dont want to end up and die alone without a girl by my side , i need to find my girl...........

Feb 21st

Today is an important day
1.Manju's first music concert day where she will be performing in a group , they would be performing for about 90mins.
2.Love your pet day.(everyday you got to love your pet , but today its a etc special day)

C,est la vie

Tous les matins, c'est la meme corrida
Lever la tete, ouvrir les bras
Tous les matins, c'est le meme numro
Trouver l'amour, chercher les mots
Je suis coinc comme un vad
Faut marcher, ne jamais s'arreter
Je suis pig, comme un condamn
A marcher, ne jamais se retourner
C'est la vie, la vie c'est du vent
Qui nous souffle les reves d'enfant
C'est la nuit qui descend,
C'est jamais comme avant
Il ne faut plus faire semblant, attends
C'est la vie, la vie qui le veut
Qui nous blesse, le cur et les yeux
C'est la nuit qui retombe
Comme la pluie et les bombes
Il ne faut plus faire semblant, attends
Tous les matins c'est le meme cinma
Tendre les mains, croiser les doigts
Tous les matins, c'est la meme comdie
Chercher quelqu'un, trouver celle qui
Je suis pig comme un naufrag
Faut marcher, ne jamais s'arreter
Je suis coinc, comme un rvolt
A marcher, jamais se retourner
C'est la vie, la vie c'est du vent
Qui nous souffle les reves d'enfant
C'est la nuit qui descend,
C'est jamais comme avant
Il ne faut plus faire semblant, attends
C'est la vie, la vie qui le veut
Qui nous blesse, le cur et les yeux
C'est la nuit qui retombe
Comme la pluie et les bombes
Il ne faut plus faire semblant, attends

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