Imagine it .....done , yeah.....

Its been a really long time since I have blogged..........things have changed with respect to time .
Now I am working for Unisys officially started working from the 17th of March 2008 .
I get to escape from my house and come to work since its really not good staying at home always , now that I have done that for more than
2 months .
My Sister is married and this marriage was simply the best that I have gone to in terms of entertainment.
When there is light music , who needs to simply watch the bride and the bridegroom getting blessings and present .
Moreever this was my sis marriage that had to be good since I am there .
Then There was certain relatives who were worth to sit with for some time .
Then there was the surprise element , Sussi .
Now this was not what I wanted since I would not be able to be with others .
If he is there , logically all the other relatives are really useless .
Anyway , for me , it turned out to be the best ceremony that I have attended since I got to sing my
'first song on the dias with the orchestra ' .
Then We started dancing to other tunes too . We as in myself and Susi .
It was a lot of entertainment ....phew.......

Well , as of now on the 28th of March 08 , I feel 'life is totally useless ' .
I just cant imagine how anyone can be really talkative and active throughout a day .
For example , My trainer MADHAVI .She is dawn active and keeps the class like that too....
However I was the same , the bored , fedupoflife disgusted feeling .

I have no idea what is wrong with me . I get fed up of speaking and seeing the same person including SUSI . Oh god , something is really wrong with me .
Is it because , I need a change now .
I have not yet had a proper 2- way relationship and my age is 25. Well , that was the reason my friend said for my obselete and lazy and fedupoflife feeling.
I dont want to agree to it , Is it possible that a female can really put an end to my boredom......I dont think so....I have always been comfortable with girls until my college which I will say put me into the uncomfortable zone with them.
Worst college ever .
In my school , its really tough for me to beleive though , right now ......I was called the KADALAI MANNAN. .....
Very tough to beleive .
Okay , lets move on , i guess within 3-4 yrs , if not for a girl of my dreams , I would surely get married arranged by my family and I have to live with her forever....sht....
It was really sad though for my sis who did not want to go to another house for the rest of her life .
I wish good life for her .