everyone sucks da.....actually and literally too.....my teamlead is sucking my manager's watever.....my teammanager sucks somebody's else watever....and so on.....
sht......it's hard to realise wat sometimes life is and continuing to live it.....anyways...
i have no idea why i am blogging , at times ,its really good to blog , i would say that is my source of venting out.....
for the past few months , work has kept me occupied and not going crazy....and CCNA too....whether its going to help me in the coming yrs , i have absolutely no idea.......its interesting , it made sense to me , it touched me as in spoke to the hidden ccna thing in my heart and we started communicating............
So apart from that , i am planning to take guitar lessons....plannin only....
I forget about everything only when i sing...makes me think that its worth to live....so i guess i need to sing as in take my singing classes which my sister is taking right now.....i have no idea why she is takng though , she does not seem to enjoy that much....anyways everyone sucks
guess this is a good beginning after a long break.....
Monday, October 20, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Imagine it .....done , yeah.....
Its been a really long time since I have blogged..........things have changed with respect to time .
Now I am working for Unisys officially started working from the 17th of March 2008 .
I get to escape from my house and come to work since its really not good staying at home always , now that I have done that for more than
2 months .
My Sister is married and this marriage was simply the best that I have gone to in terms of entertainment.
When there is light music , who needs to simply watch the bride and the bridegroom getting blessings and present .
Moreever this was my sis marriage that had to be good since I am there .
Then There was certain relatives who were worth to sit with for some time .
Then there was the surprise element , Sussi .
Now this was not what I wanted since I would not be able to be with others .
If he is there , logically all the other relatives are really useless .
Anyway , for me , it turned out to be the best ceremony that I have attended since I got to sing my
'first song on the dias with the orchestra ' .
Then We started dancing to other tunes too . We as in myself and Susi .
It was a lot of entertainment ....phew.......
Well , as of now on the 28th of March 08 , I feel 'life is totally useless ' .
I just cant imagine how anyone can be really talkative and active throughout a day .
For example , My trainer MADHAVI .She is dawn active and keeps the class like that too....
However I was the same , the bored , fedupoflife disgusted feeling .
I have no idea what is wrong with me . I get fed up of speaking and seeing the same person including SUSI . Oh god , something is really wrong with me .
Is it because , I need a change now .
I have not yet had a proper 2- way relationship and my age is 25. Well , that was the reason my friend said for my obselete and lazy and fedupoflife feeling.
I dont want to agree to it , Is it possible that a female can really put an end to my boredom......I dont think so....I have always been comfortable with girls until my college which I will say put me into the uncomfortable zone with them.
Worst college ever .
In my school , its really tough for me to beleive though , right now ......I was called the KADALAI MANNAN. .....
Very tough to beleive .
Okay , lets move on , i guess within 3-4 yrs , if not for a girl of my dreams , I would surely get married arranged by my family and I have to live with her forever....sht....
It was really sad though for my sis who did not want to go to another house for the rest of her life .
I wish good life for her .
Now I am working for Unisys officially started working from the 17th of March 2008 .
I get to escape from my house and come to work since its really not good staying at home always , now that I have done that for more than
2 months .
My Sister is married and this marriage was simply the best that I have gone to in terms of entertainment.
When there is light music , who needs to simply watch the bride and the bridegroom getting blessings and present .
Moreever this was my sis marriage that had to be good since I am there .
Then There was certain relatives who were worth to sit with for some time .
Then there was the surprise element , Sussi .
Now this was not what I wanted since I would not be able to be with others .
If he is there , logically all the other relatives are really useless .
Anyway , for me , it turned out to be the best ceremony that I have attended since I got to sing my
'first song on the dias with the orchestra ' .
Then We started dancing to other tunes too . We as in myself and Susi .
It was a lot of entertainment ....phew.......
Well , as of now on the 28th of March 08 , I feel 'life is totally useless ' .
I just cant imagine how anyone can be really talkative and active throughout a day .
For example , My trainer MADHAVI .She is dawn active and keeps the class like that too....
However I was the same , the bored , fedupoflife disgusted feeling .
I have no idea what is wrong with me . I get fed up of speaking and seeing the same person including SUSI . Oh god , something is really wrong with me .
Is it because , I need a change now .
I have not yet had a proper 2- way relationship and my age is 25. Well , that was the reason my friend said for my obselete and lazy and fedupoflife feeling.
I dont want to agree to it , Is it possible that a female can really put an end to my boredom......I dont think so....I have always been comfortable with girls until my college which I will say put me into the uncomfortable zone with them.
Worst college ever .
In my school , its really tough for me to beleive though , right now ......I was called the KADALAI MANNAN. .....
Very tough to beleive .
Okay , lets move on , i guess within 3-4 yrs , if not for a girl of my dreams , I would surely get married arranged by my family and I have to live with her forever....sht....
It was really sad though for my sis who did not want to go to another house for the rest of her life .
I wish good life for her .
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