flying high

well again , the reason y i am blogging now is because of moments......

to start with , let me the justin thanksgiving was good because i made an appearance at a place where only canadians were presetn and getting used to a place like that for an indian is not an easy job.............whewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
but it was good because i was inspired again by a guy playing the guitar so superbly
anyways , the 2nd reason is that i had a good time in the evening , smoked a joint with mara , was shocked when she actually asked me what i was doing at 5.
obviously i would say nothing really great and so had a good time smoking up and flying high with her , she used a lot of terms which i did not understand but who cares , the point was to carry on which i had learnt over a period of months.
she was so different and that was good , she had not much of stress today at her work
and she left saying she enjoyed the day with a person like me , thats good cos i know i am little boring person............
and then i have to mention this other lady whom i dont need to mention............:)is that an oxymoron ???7Anyways , manju and madhu will be preparing for the concert for the world event thing for some type of cancer..........
great , really good to know ...............manju has been growing up with respect to hunger for music.
i am actually feeling good though i am not in india.

Moments........

There's a famous saying that says...."In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away "
Well , over the past 1 week , there has been moments that took my breath away.....
The first one has to be the girl whom I asked for a date.She looked like a lady from Italy who knows litte english.And I use litte because when I said she was awesome , there was some sort of confusion on her face.However , there was this amazing smile which blew me away by 500metres.
So we had some icecream , ((We referring to my collegemates , who are guys :())and I started playing guitar for some time.Then I went back in and asked the girl for a date.Wow , the same smile saying , " Thank you , but I have a boyfriend , Thankx " just blew me away but this time away from the place.
Well anyways theres nothing to speak about this and thats the reason I am blogging.
Atleast it made my day a little better.
The second has to be AMARA whom I have been thinking about too much for no reason , After all the only conversation that I have is when she does the cashing at the Stores.
Anyways , the first time , I saw her , I could see her struggling to get the bike chain unlocked.My subconscious mind did tell me to go and check out what the issue was.And in about 15 seconds , she unlocked the chain.
Well , right now , as I am typing this , I see that this is not actually one of the moments , however , It made me smile cos she has this contagious smile.
And the second time , I see her , She does not remember me.How common is this happening for me , God , I need to focus on how to maintain relationships of whatever kind it can be.
Then I had to make her remember and that was bad , though , at that time , I felt good.
I guess I have to go now , Unofficially , I have to start working on this abstract which is to be submitted on the last date of this month.
Hope I keep blogging.....:)

August 2nd 2010

Well , it was just another day , to put it in a high low point , the high point was that I made about 11 dosas.I had to mix about 250 gm of rice flour with 1/4th cup of urad flour and then i had to make a batter out of it. Then in the morning , I practised little guitar , like a song from john denver - leaving on a jetplane which had chords g , c and d.
Then practised the g and the e major scale which had the g , c , d chord and e , a and b7 chord respectively
then practise the open g and d chords.
Well , I never thought I would be able to play the guitar and now after nearly 2 weeks of buying guitar , I think I have moved forward.
The low point would be definitely the rejection you know what i mean . Like the point that I am still single has started to trouble me so much , well theres this girl whom had similar interest in music and movies that i thought will be a easy woman to live with , I guess the idea for her was not good.

today the 2nd of august , hmmmmmmmmm nothing much

i want to be bad but how...........how is it some ppl are bad so easily .....good ppl are fit for nothing , guess thats y i am in canada sucking alone when my entire life and family and friends are there....
i have become numb seeing ppl and myself , i hve been in a cocoon for such a long time that i dont realise how ppl are ,
i have started to observe more , speak less ...........so bored.......dont know wheres my life going
i dont want to end up and die alone without a girl by my side , i need to find my girl...........

Feb 21st

Today is an important day
1.Manju's first music concert day where she will be performing in a group , they would be performing for about 90mins.
2.Love your pet day.(everyday you got to love your pet , but today its a etc special day)

C,est la vie

Tous les matins, c'est la meme corrida
Lever la tete, ouvrir les bras
Tous les matins, c'est le meme numro
Trouver l'amour, chercher les mots
Je suis coinc comme un vad
Faut marcher, ne jamais s'arreter
Je suis pig, comme un condamn
A marcher, ne jamais se retourner
C'est la vie, la vie c'est du vent
Qui nous souffle les reves d'enfant
C'est la nuit qui descend,
C'est jamais comme avant
Il ne faut plus faire semblant, attends
C'est la vie, la vie qui le veut
Qui nous blesse, le cur et les yeux
C'est la nuit qui retombe
Comme la pluie et les bombes
Il ne faut plus faire semblant, attends
Tous les matins c'est le meme cinma
Tendre les mains, croiser les doigts
Tous les matins, c'est la meme comdie
Chercher quelqu'un, trouver celle qui
Je suis pig comme un naufrag
Faut marcher, ne jamais s'arreter
Je suis coinc, comme un rvolt
A marcher, jamais se retourner
C'est la vie, la vie c'est du vent
Qui nous souffle les reves d'enfant
C'est la nuit qui descend,
C'est jamais comme avant
Il ne faut plus faire semblant, attends
C'est la vie, la vie qui le veut
Qui nous blesse, le cur et les yeux
C'est la nuit qui retombe
Comme la pluie et les bombes
Il ne faut plus faire semblant, attends

kangna

Addiyan ton ki paiyan jhanjara laung mare lishkare
Kagna tera ni , sanu kare ishaareaaaaaaa
Kagne de vitch lage naag sat rang ni
Kale kale aashiqan to dilhe mange ni
Apne esee kagne nu saam ke rakh mutiyaare
Kagna tera ni sanu kare ishaare
Goriyan baava de ute tere bara jhachda
Tu eh sikaundiye nu eh sanu dasda
Kagna tera saach bolda husan diye sarkaare
Kagna tera ni sanu kare ishaare -2
Kagne tere ne hun jaadu jiya paaliya
Bange ne Rekeshhhh nu ta pich ne laaliya
Teri aas te betha hun na kaliyan vakt guzaare
Kagna tera ni sanu kare ishaare

AFFIRMATION

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse tv evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye(Repeat 2)
Until you say goodbye
Oh no no no no no ( Repeats itself many times fading)

LOVE PANNU

Love Pannu

Movie Name: 12 B (2001)
Singer: Prashanthi
Music Director: Harris Jayaraj
Year: 2001
Director: Jeeva
Actors: Jyothika, Shyam, Simran, Vivek
MALE:
Oru punnagai poovae,
Siru pookkalin theevae,
mmma
La-la-laa

CHORUS 1:
Engaiyoe pogindra megam nirkkuthu,
En paerai unn paerai solli alaikkuthu,
Love pannu,
Love pannu,

Oh Oha

CHORUS 2:
Oru punnagai poovae,
Siru pookkalin theevae,
Nee yennai mattum kaadhal pannu,
Yen vaaliba nenjam,
Unn kaaladi kenjum,
Siru kaadhal pichai podu kannu,
Naan kenji kaetkum neram,
Unn nenjin oram eeram,
Ahh, chacho acho, kaadhal vaarathoe?

CHORUS 1
MALE:
Suriyan vaasal vanthu ice cream koodukkum,

BG MALES:
Oodaathaamaa, veelaathammaa,

FEMALE:
Chandran ullae vanthu chocolate koodukkum,

BG MALES:
Suthaathamma, reeluthaammaa,

MALE:
Unn padukkai araiyilae,
Oru vasantham vaendumaa?
Unn kuliyal araiyilae,
Winter season vaendumaa?
Nee maara sonnathum,
Naangu seasonum maara vaendumaa?
Love pannu,

CHORUS 1
MALE:
Embathu aandungal ilamaiyum vaendumaa?

BG MALES:
Meiyaagumaa? Meiyaagumaa?
MALE:
Sodakkondru pottathum sorgam vaendumaa?

BG MALES:
Meiyaagumaa? Meiyaagumaa?

FEMALE:
Ada vellai vellaiyaay,
Or iravu vaendumaa?
Pudhu velicham podavae,
Iru nilavu vaendumaa?

MALE:
Unnai kaalai maalaiyum,
Sootri varuvathu,
Kaadhal seiyavae,
Love pannu, aiyo pannu!

CHORUS 1
CHORUS 2

FEMALE:
Nee kenji kaetkum naeram,
Yen nenjin oram eeram,
Aah chacho acho kaadhal vanthaachoe?

GOA

Hmm Hmm…..
Hmm Hmm….

[ Idhu varai illadha unarvidhu
Idhayathil undana kanavidhu
Palithidum annalaiy thédidum padal kéttaiyo ? ] x2

[ Moodamal moodi maraithadhu
Thaanaga poothu varughudhu
Thédamal thédi kidaithadhu ingééé ] x2

Ingé oru inbam vandhu niraiya
Eppodhu en unmai nilai ariya
Thaangamalum thoongamalum
Naal sélludhééé

Illamalé nitham varum kanavu
Kollamal kolla
Sugam ennendru solla
Nee thunai varavillai
Neendavazhi en payanam ohhh…..

Angé angé vandhu vandhu kalakum
Venmegamum vennilavum pola
Endhan mana ennangalai yaar arivar…

En nenjamo unpola alla
Yédho or maatram
Nilai puriyadha thottram

Idhu nirandharam alla
Marividum mananilai dhan Ohhh ohh…..

[ Manadhile munnooru unarvugal
Malarndhadhé muthaana uravugal
Thirandhadhe thannalé kadhavugal
Namaku munnalé ] x2

[ Dhégam ippodhu unarndhadhu
thendral en meedhu padarndhadhu
mogam munnéri varugudhu munné ] x2

Manasellam song and meaning

Lyrics of Manasellam from Kulir 100

English meaning of Manasellam song from Kulir 100 herewith:

Pallavi

Manasellam unnaye ninaithu valikkudhu thozha
Pazhasellam ninaivukku varudhey neril vaada
vaan endru unnaiyum ninaithen
vaanavillai marainthaaye
thirukuralaai vandhu en vaazhvil
iru variyil mudinthaaye

my heart is paining in memory of you
i am reminded of our past - come directly to me
i thought you are a sky
but you disappeared like a rainbow
you came like thirukkural
and ended in two lines

Kan moodinaal irul edhu neeye therikiraay
Naan pesinaal mozhiyaga thaane varugiraay
Kan moodinaal irul edhu neeye therikiraay
Naan pesinaal mozhiyaga thaane varugiraay

when i close my eyes i dont see darkness - but i see u
when i speak you come out as language
when i close my eyes i dont see darkness - but i see u
when i speak you come out as language

Manasellam unnaye ninaithu valikkudhu thozha
Pazhasellam ninaivukku varudhey neril vaada

my heart is paining in memory of you
i am reminded of our past - come directly to me

show me the meaning of being lonely
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
There is something missing in my heart - out

Charanam

karai modhum alaikalai pola ninaivugal mothiduthey
oodhukindra cigarette thundugal kadhaikal solliduthey
thanneeril kumizhiyai pola vanthavan ponaanae
vilaiyaadum maithaanangal mayaanam aagiyadhey
ingu enakkendru ethum illaiye
en palliye mutru pulliye
ini muzhuvathum naan azhuvathum unai ninaithey thozha

your memories are coming like waves of ocean
cigar pieces are telling our story
you came and went like a bubble
play grounds became like burial grounds
i dont have anything here
my school life became full stop
i cry on your memories fully

Kan moodinaal irul edhu neeye therikiraay
Naan pesinaal mozhiyaga thaane varugiraay

when i close my eyes i dont see darkness - but i see u
when i speak you come out as language

enakkirundha orey friend ippe illey
school-kku pogavam pidikkalai
inimey enakkunnu yaar irukka
Kan moodinaal irul ethu neeyae therikiraay
Naan pesinaal mozhiyaaka thaanae varukiraay

Kan moodinaal irul edhu neeye therikiraay
Naan pesinaal mozhiyaga thaane varugiraay

Kan moodinaal irul edhu neeye therikiraay
Naan pesinaal mozhiyaga thaane varugiraay

Manasellam unnaye ninaithu

rajesh khanna special.

ye kyaa huaa, kaise huaa, kab huaa
kyo huaa, jab huaa, tab huaa
chhodo, ye naa socho

hum kyo, shikawaa kare zoothhaa
kyaa huaa jo dil tootaa
sheeshe kaa khilaunaa thaa
kuchh naa kuchh to honaa thaa, huaa

humane jo dekhaa thaa, sunaa thaa
kyaa bataaye wo kyaa thaa
sapanaa salonaa thaa
khatam to honaa thaa, huaa

aye dil chal peekar zoome
inhee galiyon mein ghoome
yahaa tuze khonaa thaa
badanaam honaa thaa, huaa

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ye shaam mastaanee, madahosh kiye jaaye
muze dor koee khinche, teree or liye jaaye

door rahatee hain too, mere paas aatee nahee
hothhon pe tere, kabhee pyaas aatee nahee
ayesaa lage jaisai ke too, has ke jahar koee piye jaaye

baat jab main karu, muze rok letee hain kyon
teree mithhee najar, muze tok detee hain kyo
teree hayaa, teree sharam teree kasam mere hothh siye jaaye

yek ruthhee huyee, takadeer jaise koee
khaamosh ayese hain too, tasaweer jaise koee
teree najar, ban ke jubaan lekin tere paigaam diye jaaye
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Mere Samne Wali song lyrics

Mere saamne waali khidki mein
Ek chaand ka tukda rehta hai
Afsos ye hai ke vo hamse
Kuchh ukhda ukhda rehta hai
Mere saamne waali khidki mein
Ek chaand ka tukda rehta hai
Jis roz se dekha hai usko
Ham shamaa jalaana bhool gaye
Dil thaam ke aise baithe hain
Kahin aana jaana bhool gaye
Ab aath pahar in aankhon meiN



Vo chanchal mukhda rehta hai
Mere saamne waali khidki mein
Ek chaand ka tukda rehta hai

(Barsaat bhi aakar chali gayi
Baadal bhi garaj kar baras gaye) -2
Par uski ek jhalak ko ham
Ai husn ke maalik taras gaye
Kab pyaas bujhegi aankhon ki
Din raat ye dukhda rehta hai
Mere saamne waali khidki mein
Ek chaand ka tukda rehta hai
Afsos ye hai ke vo hamse
Kuchh ukhda ukhda rehta hai
Mere saamne waali khidki mein
Ek chaand ka tukda rehta hai

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sister happy , me very very happy

finally looks like my sis is happy. i am double happy means happy happy :).
now looks like my parents have to be together , no children around , no madhu , no manoj.hmmmmm i feel bad for them , as of now , my mindset is that , i should get a job the moment i graduate , work for about 5-7 yrs and think about coming to india.Its going to be a tough journey without manju.

ishqiya......

Aisi ulji nazar unse hatt ti nahi
Daant se reshmi dor katt ti nahi
Umar kab ki baras ke safaid ho gayi
Kaari badari jawani ki chatt ti nahi
Walla ye dhadkan bhadne lagi hai
Chehre ki rangat udne lagi hai
Darr lagta hai tanha sone mein ji
Dil to bachcha hai ji
Dil to bachcha hai ji
Thoda kaccha hai ji
Haan dil to baccha hai ji
Aisi ulji nazar unse hatt ti nahi
Daant se reshmi dor katt ti nahi
Umar kab ki baras ke safaid ho gayi
Kaari badari jawani ki chatt ti nahi
Ra ra ra ..

Kisko ptaa tha pehlu mein rakha
Dil aisa baaji bhi hoga
Hum to hamesha samajhte the koi
Hum jaisa haaji hi hoga
Hai zor karein, kitna shor karein
Bewaja baatein pe ainwe gaur karein
Dilsa koi kameena nahi
Koi to rokey, koi to tokey
Iss umar mein ab khaogey dhokhe
Darr lagta hai ishq karne mein ji
Dil to bachcha hai ji
Dil to bachcha hai ji
Thoda kaccha hai ji
Haan dil to baccha hai ji
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Aisi udhaasi baithi hai dil pe
Hassne se ghabra rahe hain
Saari jawani katra ke kaati
Piri mein takra gaye hain
Dil dhadakta hai to aise lagta hai woh
Aa raha hai yahin dekhta hi na woh
Prem ki maarein kataar re
Taubah ye lamhe katt te nahi kyun
Aankhein se meri hatt te nahi kyun
Darr lagta hai mujhse kehne mein ji
Dil toh bachcha hai ji
Dil toh bachcha hai ji
Thoda kaccha hai ji
Haan dil toh baccha hai ji

give me some sunshine

saari umar hum marr marr ke jee liye
Ek pal to ab humein jeene do jeene do
Saari umar hum marr marr ke jee liye
Ek pal to ab humein jeene do jeene do
Na na na ..
Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance i wanna grow up once again
Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance i wanna grow up once again
Kandho ko kitabon ke bojh ne jhukaya
Rishwat dene to khud papa ne sikhaya
99% marks laaoge to gadi varna chhadi
Likh likh kar pada hatheli par alpha beta gamma ka chaala
Concentrated H2SO4 ne poora poora bachpan jalaa daala
Bachpan to gaya jawani bhi gayi
Ek pal toh ab humein jeene do jeene do
Bachpan to gaya jawani bhi gayi
Ek pal toh ab humein jeene do jeene do
www.top10bollywood.com

Saari umar hum marr marr ke jee liye
Ek pal to ab humein jeene do jeene do
Saari umar hum marr marr ke jee liye
Ek pal to ab humein jeene do jeene do
Na na na ..
Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance i wanna grow up once again
Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance i wanna grow up once again
Na na na ..
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yesterday made some boiled potatoes , cut cucumber and tomato with the vegetable cutter and boiled potatoes in the oven for 30 minutes.....

thuli thuli mazhaiyaai vanthaaley

yrics of Thuli Thuli from Paiya

Pallavi

thuli thuli thuli mazhaiyaai vanthaaley
suda suda suda marainthey ponaaley
paarthal paarka thondrum
perai ketka thondrum
poo pol sirikum podhu
kaatrai paranthida thondrum

sel sel avalidam sel
endrey kaalgal solluthada
sol sol avalidam sol
endrey nenjam kolluthadaa
azhagai manathai parithu vittaley

thuli thuli thuli mazhaiyaai vanthaaley
suda suda suda marainthey ponaaley

Charanam 1

devathai aval oru devathai
azhagiya poo mugam kaanavey
aayul thaan podhumo
kaatriley avaladhu vaasanai
Avalidam yosanai kettuthaan
pookalum pookumo

netri meley ottrai mudi aadum bothu
nenjukkulley minnal pookum paarvai aalai thookum
kannam paarthaal muthangalal theendazh thondrum
paatham rendum paarkum bothu golusaai maara thondrum
azhagai manadhai parithu vittaley

sel sel avalidam sel
endrey kaalgal solluthada
sol sol avalidam sol
endrey nenjam kolluthadaa

Charanam 2

saalaiyil azhagiya maalayil
avaludan pogavey yenguven
tholgalil saayven
bhoomiyil vizhugira velayil
nizhalayum odi poi endhuven
nenjiley thaanguven

kaanum bothey kannal ennai katti pottal
kaayam indri vetti pottal uyirai yedho seithal
mounamaagha ullukkulley pesum bodhum
angey vanthu vottu kettal
kanavil koochal pottal
azhagai manathai parithu vittaley

sel sel avalidam sel
endrey kaalgal solluthada
sol sol avalidam sol
endrey nenjam kolluthadaa

thuli thuli thuli mazhaiyaai vanthaaley
suda suda suda marainthey ponaaley
thuli thuli thuli mazhaiyaai vanthaaley
suda suda suda marainthey ponaaley

good song zingly song

Hey vetri velaa namba attamtham eguruthu dhoola
Hey adi jore'a namba epothum jeykannum thozha
Pallikoodam pogamaley first class'il passa anna koottam idu
Paadam kidam padikamaley naan sollum anbana paadam idhu
Ethi vitta ethi vitta yeralam yeralam munnyeralam
Suthi suthi unna suthi attamthan pattamthan kodattamthan
Hey vetri velaa namba attamthan eguruthu dholla
Hey adi jore'a namba eppothum jeykannum thozha

Yen peru ooril padikathavan aanalum poiya nadikathavan
Aaru ezhu deegre mudikathavan yaar kaala vaara thudikathavan
Puratchi thalaivaru engathan padichaaru doctor pattam koduthangapa
Ayya kalaignaru ezhudatha ezhutha
Naan padichen nalla padam thaan idhu idhu
Hey vetri velaa...

Tennorkar adichathu pathavadu aanalum adicha noor'agathu
Ambani college ponathila aanalum peru vaanam pola
Cycle kada thaan vachanga pasanga
Flighttu kandu pudichangapa
Thana padichu tanni aala oruthan
Train'u senju mudichanupa
Hey adida thiru melam than pippi dum dum

i am back :D for sydney shelton again , I think

I have read maybe about 25000 comic and 6 novels - 5 of sydney shelton and 1 chetan bhagat.me planning to read shantharam next :)